Philippians 3:10-12 (go through 16?)

3:10 - The goal:  The experiencing first hand: Him , ---- and also (experiencing first hand) even His ability to perform the standing-up-again (aka: resurrection) of Himself (out of death), and the partnership:  sharing in common with Him, His self's own capacity and privilege of experiencing strong emotion and concern (passion)..... morphed together with his dying, (by my dying in a smaller way),

3:11 - Assuming the possibility, if in some manner I reach my destination (by) pressing into the rising up utterly out from that which lacks life......

3:12 - Not that I have already assertively laid hold & received or have already reached completeness at the end destination (perfection); still, I am aggressively pursuing a prize, assuming (by faith) that the possibility is utterly real and true, namely that, with decisive and eager initiative, I will sieze it, making it my own, on the basis of who seized me by the authority of The Promised One, The Savior.